Step one.

To start, this is about me and my dreams. Unlike many I have passion that doesnt exist in a classroom, or being told what i need to know for the next test. I'm a self teacher and if I want to know about a subject I become very passionate about it. I recently decided to take a break from college and find out who I really am. Granted I dont get much time for that between working and my busy schedule, but slowly I'm figuring out who I am NOT, and that is much easier then who I am. So far I've found out that I am a very hard headed person, i like my privacy, and i hate being told what to do (out side of work). I'm passionate, in that love exists but for me i cant seem to find someone that will treat me right. As much as I want to say I'm happy, I'm not, but there are people that have it worse then I. I understand things happen for a reason and I've been told to just look to God for the answer, but sometimes i really wonder why? I'm only 22 and I've been through things I wish on no one. I wish I could go back and tell myself what would happen, but we all know thats not possible so the only option is to face the unknown head on, that I plan to do.