Ive always had the mentality that the journey is the destination. that you're never going to get somewhere without going through the thick of things. You may think that things in life are pretty fucked up, but there's someone out there that's going through something 10x worse and they're doing it with a smile on. Which I get, you cant always be mad about things your going through, what I don't get are the people that act all happy and then behind close doors their true personality comes out. Why try faking who you really are? Be who you are and don't be ashamed about it.
Anyways, some times when i get the a second to reflect on my life i wonder how it go to be so fucked up. I wonder where i would be if i choice a different path, what i would be going through instead, where id be at, who I'd be friends with, or even if I would have kept my friends from before. but the thing is as fucked up as my life is I wouldn't change it. Yeah, they're things about me that I never would wish on anyone, including the most hated person, but those things made me who I am. and yeah I have my days where i cant seem to find my way out of the darkness, but i also have those days where i know exactly why I'm on this journey.
I hope in life you find your journey, and may you live everyday as your last
no matter how bad it is remember to smile.
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