Dilemma

Today I woke up with a pretty weird look on my life. The first thing I asked myself was "what the hell am I doing?" This may sound weird to you, so here's a little back story. Ive been with this guy for over a year now. We arent dating although we have in a past. For some reason, though, I cant seem to rid my life of him. At times I want to and move on and find the person that completes me, but then I look at where Im at and we all know that ill never find someone in this town that doesnt think they know everything about my life.

I use to say that its just easier to stay with him and keep doing what we're doing because we've been through so much together and he's really the only one that understands what ive been through, but now im beginning to doubt everything. thing is why should i spend my time with him when he cant make a commitment to me?

Thats my dilemma do with it what you want.