Tuesday, August 28, 2012
It's my life
There comes a point in every ones lives you realize you need to stop living your life the way others want you to. You need to stand up and take charge of your own future and quit giving a fuck about how others will see you. Cause trust me, they aren't perfect either. they just need something to talk about to make their lives seem so much better then it really is. This is me saying, " its my life!" i will be living it with all the mistakes i make because those "mistakes" to you are my reality they keep me wanting more out of life they keep my blood pumping. I'm not the little girl i use to be in high school. Ive grown up little by little and Ive learned that i cant trust anyone but myself.
Monday, August 27, 2012
The journey
Ive always had the mentality that the journey is the destination. that you're never going to get somewhere without going through the thick of things. You may think that things in life are pretty fucked up, but there's someone out there that's going through something 10x worse and they're doing it with a smile on. Which I get, you cant always be mad about things your going through, what I don't get are the people that act all happy and then behind close doors their true personality comes out. Why try faking who you really are? Be who you are and don't be ashamed about it.
Anyways, some times when i get the a second to reflect on my life i wonder how it go to be so fucked up. I wonder where i would be if i choice a different path, what i would be going through instead, where id be at, who I'd be friends with, or even if I would have kept my friends from before. but the thing is as fucked up as my life is I wouldn't change it. Yeah, they're things about me that I never would wish on anyone, including the most hated person, but those things made me who I am. and yeah I have my days where i cant seem to find my way out of the darkness, but i also have those days where i know exactly why I'm on this journey.
I hope in life you find your journey, and may you live everyday as your last
no matter how bad it is remember to smile.
Anyways, some times when i get the a second to reflect on my life i wonder how it go to be so fucked up. I wonder where i would be if i choice a different path, what i would be going through instead, where id be at, who I'd be friends with, or even if I would have kept my friends from before. but the thing is as fucked up as my life is I wouldn't change it. Yeah, they're things about me that I never would wish on anyone, including the most hated person, but those things made me who I am. and yeah I have my days where i cant seem to find my way out of the darkness, but i also have those days where i know exactly why I'm on this journey.
I hope in life you find your journey, and may you live everyday as your last
no matter how bad it is remember to smile.
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